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To start off i'm now even more unhappy than before. Someone ate all of my ice cream. I don't know what's up with Jessi and chiken pot pie, it's just something she says.

I really hope I will have better luck with pants shopping. There are so many great pairs of pants out there but I don't like them because they balloon at the hips. I will find some pants though because I don't have anymore.

Yes we can only hope that she with grow out of it and move on. Besides the fact that she's impossible to work with and communicate with at work she's really good on the phone. Why and how do I know this? Because she calls me to cover her shifts a bit more than anyone else.

Moving on in life I hope everyone else is just peachy and please keep Machebeuf and it's community and Coach in your prayers. As Katy said, a bomb hit us and we don't know what to do. Everything is so empty and lifeless without him. And pray for the Pope too.

I Have the Wierdest Dreams

Did I tell you about my dream?It is really wierd and really bothers me. It was last Sunday or Monday night. Megan and I were busing and Tessa had just left. When I looked out the window there was a truck blocking a lot of cars. I could see part of an old light green car and Noel’s car. The truck was a big white Ford. Megan and I were busing and watching her as she walked across the parking lot. We kept saying she better not go to Noel’s car. It was really weird. She started walking towards his car and Megan and I were getting really mad. Then all of a sudden Tessa was busing a table in the apple jack parking lot. Really weird. Megan and I were relieved. Then Tessa finished busing, walked past Noel’s car but we couldn’t see any thing else or if anything happened. Then I woke up. The weird thing it that I see that car I the parking lot a lot. And when the cars were parked they weren’t parked like they normally are, but those three cars were parked facing King Soopers, so we could see the side of them. It was a really weird dream. Does anyone know what it was about?

Upsetting Turn of Events

Snow up-sets everything. I went out to Kohl’s yesterday to buy jeans because I only have two respectable looking pairs left. Two of my jeans are ripped at the knee, one in the pocket, making everything that goes into my pocket, fall to the floor. So technically I only have one pair of jeans to wear to work. I would wear my jinco’s but they are really long and knowing me I would probably trip over myself. Getting back to the story Kohl’s was closed. Today I went back out to find a pair of jeans. They had one pair in my size but it still didn’t fit. Everything else was made of the stretch material or was faded and low riding with tiny ankles. When we checked out the lady said that they could look in the back for me. Ok, stop right there. If they (possibly) have it in the back why don’t they put it out so people can buy the product and they can make a profit? I went to the guys section to try and find something but I couldn’t remember what size pants I wore. Ugh shopping for pants has to be my biggest challenge and fear next to making friends and talking to people I don’t know because they are talking to me. I hate shopping for pants. So now I have one pair of jeans to wear to work. My mom wanted to check at Target or Walmart but I really didn’t see the point in it. It would only depress me even more to know that the pants I want don’t exist. I give up. My friend told me if I was so frustrated with pants shopping I should start wearing skirts. I wonder what world she’s been living in because as far as I’m concerned skirts were invented by the same underworld creature who invented marketing.( IHOP story). I would like to express more of my boring and worthless life troubles but I’m going to go get something to eat before work.

I Hate Shopping

Snow up-sets everything. I went out to Kohl’s yesterday to buy jeans because I only have two respectable looking pairs left. Two of my jeans are ripped at the knee, one in the pocket, making everything that goes into my pocket, fall to the floor. So technically I only have one pair of jeans to wear to work. I would wear my jinco’s but they are really long and knowing me I would probably trip over myself. Getting back to the story Kohl’s was closed. Today I went back out to find a pair of jeans. They had one pair in my size but it still didn’t fit. Everything else was made of the stretch material or was faded and low riding with tiny ankles. When we checked out the lady said that they could look in the back for me. Ok, stop right there. If they (possibly) have it in the back why don’t they put it out so people can buy the product and they can make a profit? I went to the guys section to try and find something but I couldn’t remember what size pants I wore. Ugh shopping for pants has to be my biggest challenge and fear next to making friends and talking to people I don’t know because they are talking to me. I hate shopping for pants. So now I have one pair of jeans to wear to work. My mom wanted to check at Target or Walmart but I really didn’t see the point in it. It would only depress me even more to know that the pants I want don’t exist. I give up. My friend told me if I was so frustrated with pants shopping I should start wearing skirts. I wonder what world she’s been living in because as far as I’m concerned skirts were invented by the same underworld creature who invented marketing.( IHOP story). I would like to express more of my boring and worthless life troubles but I’m going to go get something to eat before work.

Being Only Child...

is hazrdous to me. It messes with your thoughts and parents idea's of what is safe. I was in the kitchen with my mom, complaining about how bored I was when I had a vision/epiphany. She keeps asking me to play scrabble but I don’t want to. I asked her if we could go get noodles for dinner seeing how they are probably really slow(turns out they closed), and then it came to me. Wouldn’t it be cool to get snowed in somewhere? Take my thought for example, at noodles. So picture this we are snowed in because it’s way to dangerous to drive home and well you get the picture. So we are snowed in right and for some reason someone has oh let’s say… monopoly in their car. See where I’m going with this. So you’re snowed into noodles and you get to play monopoly. Wouldn’t that be cool?! Or it might not be. But when you’re trapped in your house with your parents who have just eaten all the cookies you baked and asking you to play scrabble (even when it’s boring to you because they can never beat you) anything sounds fun and exciting, and you’re not allowed outside because “it’s dangerous”. It’s not so much fun being the only child when you’re used to having siblings. They’ve even been over protective. They wouldn’t even let me go to IHOP, but I talked them into it. Ugh I’m so done with being an only child. If Roland does go to the military school then we better take in a forgien exchange student or something. I need to do taxes and I don’t know what I’m supposed to do and dad just keeps putting it off. Poor Megan I think she still had school on for Monday.

Un-natured Thoughts and Emotions

I’ve been thinking… are we sure it was Tessa’s car? She is weird. She makes it impossible to talk to her and it’s always really weird when she’s around. I don’t know why but it bothers me that she and Noel might be hanging out. Seriously, who goes out with a guy from work… stops… and then tries to hook up with another guy from work. That just doesn’t work. It always bothers me and I really can’t understand why. It’s just annoying and stupid. Why can’t we as human beings have the slightest bit of control over what we think and feel? I think our mind takes control of us. The Scrabble dictionary defines emotion as: an affective state of conciseness. Ok I really don’t understand that one. Let us try Webster then shall we: any specific feeling; any of various complex reactions with both mental and physical manifestations. Wow very insightful don’t you think. It still doesn’t help me though. Do we, can we, control our emotions or is it something that happens subconsciously. It says we do it in a state of conciseness which makes sense because you can’t really have feelings if you’re in a coma. I’m so confused this isn’t fair. Oh well…as Jessi says “If you’re ever in doubt, just remember, chicken pot pie doesn’t grow on the south side of the tree.” I need more ice cream…

Snow on Sundays (emphasis on the SUN)

I feel so useless. It’s snowing like no other outside making business at Noodles really slow. I don’t have to work tonight which really throws me off. All of a sudden I have a ton of time and don’t know what to do with it. I now know how to open noodle, congrats to me. And I will very soon know how to dish. Noodles and Company is trying a promo dish, asparagus salad, and angel hair pasta with asparagus. Ugh Cathy made me eat some. Noel thought the face i made was funny so I had to eat another piece. Katherine refused, I guess she doesn't like aspargus. Speaking of which, Friday night Patty taught Cathy how to make it so we ate it then. Saturday morning Cathy taught Megan to make it. Saturday night Megan taught Alex to make it. And Sunday morning Katherine learned. Every shift I have we’ve had asparagus. I can complain about eating vegetables because I’ll eat asparagus and Katherine won’t. Since it was snowing a lot today there were obviously puddles of water and slush all over. Lucky me… to get from the curb to my car there was 6 inches of water. I stepped through it and my socks froze. It was funny because Noel was scraping off his car while standing in the water, complaining about how his seat got wet. I was standing in slush with ice covering the key hole on the door, and to make it better the little automatic battery unlock thing died. Once I got the car unlocked I realized the door handle was frozen shut so I had to pick the ice off that to open the car. To make it better the door was frozen shut. I had to take my keys and out line the door to remove the ice. Once I got into my car I located my pocket size ice scraper and attempted to scrape off my car. I wasn’t getting anywhere so Noel let me borrow his. Oh and snow/slush was falling from the roof when I walked out of the store, guess what happened. With my luck I don’t know how it didn’t fall on me, but it fell in front of me wow it would have been very cold. So to make my car troubles better the snowplow was going around and created little pathways… you know. Well what used to cover the street was now in front of my car. Oh it was fun! Don’t’ you love snow! So I left the parking lot and Noel was behind me. He stayed behind me till 20^th and Youngfeild. Does anyone know where he lives? Ok so now I’m sitting at home because according to my mom it’s too dangerous to go out and drive. Ok, no, there is some snow on the road. People its Colorado! Oh well I think everyone is from some warm tropic place and have just recently moved here and are afraid of driving. I have so much time, and I don’t know what to do with it. I’m going to find someone to go sledding… or I’ll go build a snow man. It would be nice to have I snow day cause then I’d have a four day weekend.

Random Thought of the Day

I was bored today and it’s snowing so I went and bought ice cream.